It takes two

I was thinking about how much God loves me
Then I started thinking about how much God loves my family, my prayer partners+bestfriends, my CG members, my church...
Then I started to think...
How much God loves the entire world
Those in the past, present and future...

It was a one-way love to those who don't believe.
He loved us first, before we even know him.

Doesn't that sound a lil crazy?
I hear my friends talking about love. How they don't wanna wait anymore for the person they "love" because they are not being loved in return. It is ok :) Because all of us are human, our love aren't perfect like God's love.

Only one person's love is perfect.
He is the one who died for us.
He doesn't mind waiting for those who doesn't love Him back

Imagine when we love one person who doesn't love us back? Worst if that person even hates us... Imagine the feeling.. Now put yourself in Jesus' shoes (sandals)

Be thankful that you're being loved by one man who will not give up loving you :) it takes two to build a relationship.

influence in another world

A lot of people find it easy to express themselves by blogging, twitter-ing, updating status on facebook, display message on msn, etc.

I wonder if they realise how many people are reading what they are saying.
How many of those people are strangers who were blog-hopping and landed on their blog?

I wonder if they realise the impact they can make through a single status update or through a blog post or youtube video...

When you post something angry, you are not releasing your anger (because you will re-read what you have just posted); you are not helping others, not helping yourself. When you post something positive and motivational, there's a chance you can save someone/yourself.

Think before you post something up; not feel before you post something up

You and myself included- we are internet users (because you are reading my blog). How are we influenced as the reader and the author?

Can you make a difference through what you put online?

1st week in office

What I did:

1. My favourite: spin around the chair. It spins very smoothly.

2. Trying to beat my Sudoku best time

3. Study FM (financial maths) and P (probability) papers.. Not because I'm taking those papers, but I simply got nothing to do.

4. Read newspaper

5. Read tweets and blogs

6. Over and over again..

7. Spin..whee~ (can you feel the sarcasm?)

8. Checking my watch.

9. Finished 2 novels

10. Blogging

I'm "dying". I can't stand sitting/spinning around. I need suggestions. I learnt nothing so far. My friends who are interns here are doing so much already. They told me it's time for me to rest, but I'm feeling restless like this.

Dress

During my holiday, my parents brought me out to look for formal clothes, for office wear. There was one particular boutique that had so many choices that are suitable for me to try on, and buy. Plus, most of the clothes there are on sale. My fitting room was full of clothes.

I tried blouses, dresses, jackets, coats...

There was one particular dress that I tried on. It was very comfortable, fitted me perfectly. But it didn't not suit my style. Colourful, cute with ribbon at the front (huge ribbon) haha. I just tried it on because my parents just picked and put in the fitting room. My lil sis bought it in the end.

So true right? Sometimes you thought you had it. Fits you perfectly, you are comfortable with it, but if you look at it properly, it does not fit you, your personality and character.

Choices. Comes all the time. Decisions to make. Don't only decide base on your current feelings. Rather, ask yourself questions that make you pause and think thoroughly.

If only it is as simple as picking a dress ;)

In KL

Unfortunately, I couldn't go out much and take more pictures because in the day time I stayed at home while the workers are painting in the house. "Jaga rumah". But I had fun taking videos of my lil sis. She loves the camera, so she's.... crazy in front of the camera.

Whenever I'm back home, there's no stress. I almost left my hp aside the whole four days and went online for one day only (because they were painting and had to uplug the modem).

Baru three days didn't online and I'm lagging behind numi's blog. Must catch up. Tomorrow's first day of industrial training!

I'm back!!

Currently back home in Kuantan. I'll take lots of pictures (I hope) and videos. House still in a mess, right now just left the painting jobs, painting outside the house and tomorrow they will paint the living room! =D So when I come home in December, everything will be done wooooohooo!

In the meantime I will help to clear up some stuff. Can you imagine I forgot which switch is for which.. and I had trouble opening and locking the main door. ha ha

Journey back home was great, get to catch up with Abelene (finally). Thanks Jason for driving!! I will be updating soon! Today's rest day, didn't go out, slept in... Yes, I finally got some sleep! It was a sleepless month for me, night turned day turned night, I got confused with my time haha.

Fruits

I'm going back Kuantan this coming Wednesday! Trying hard not to think about my coming holiday so I can focus on my last two papers, but I'm excited! =D I will be able to go back to the newly renovated home, parents, lil sis, the puppy-now-dog, Ruffy, the piano, the astro, the beach, the cendol, the clean, straight roads with funny signs saying "Tak malu ke? Potong Q"

*ahhhh excited*

In the meantime, I discovered I have 5 tomatoes the size of my fist still not finished. I got 5 days to finish. One tomato a day. Then I discovered 7 apples, going to rot soon.. so I got to finish it already. Then there are oranges in the fridge untouched for many months. Still can eat, so I'm eating tomatoes, apples and oranges for dinner today.
but I ate 3/4 tomato and I'm full =.="

Okay, I gotta continue eating them, then get back to studying. Bye!